Current mood:	confused
Current music:	Led Zeppelin - In my Time of Dying

Immaturity is a bane
I have not posted at all this past week.
Well what can I say? Some things are more important than letting the internet world be aware of my doings.
Yes, contrary to what many think, I actually am aware the the world is not holding its breath and waiting for ore-sama to step outside.
The sun, however, does rise for my sake alone.

Well, in any case to sum yesterday's birthday outing up...

It was unexpected.
It was something I failed to have fun doing.
It was something that afterwards made me see just how hopelessly narrow-minded and vengeful people can be.

Yes, I do read these journals, not because I am a stalker. It sometimes helps me understand why person x reacted this way to something person y did or said.
I, however, fail to see any motive behind what I witnessed yesterday. I did not truly witness the act, simply its results... however I can add two and two together.

Revenge, they say, is better eaten cold. I say it is better to leave this dish to rot. It hurts many people.
I've cleared off any extra anger yesterday evening even before coming back to my drm, so at least this morning I can think with a clearer head. And in case some of you out there think I did it in a violent way, do remember that there are more appropriate and mature ways to vent emotions.

Of course, since I went and tallied another more or less physical activity after this worthless paintball thing, I did not help my body. However I did help my mind, which in y opinion is more important. I might still go and practice a little around the gym.
Kantoku wouldn't be happy to see me off my usual form tomorow. I can bear that annoying sting if it's tennis.

I like tennis balls, not paintball.