Atobe Keigo ([info]atobe_sama) wrote,
@ 2003-12-15 22:15:00
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Just because I need to say this.

Yes, Jirou, I am still hurt about this. I admitted it was fault, even if I can't recall doing it for the life of me! I can accept the blame. I can live with it. What I can't live with.. obviously.. is how doing this just killed our relationship.

I hurt us both... and I am still hurt. Maybe it hardly looks like it, but I do have my pride... and sometimes it's the only thing tht makes me stand. I've been living on my own without anyone, just myself and my numerous occupations. I was starting to find a balance...

...but it probably doesn't matter. Not after what I did.
I said I was sorry.. but you still closed the door on me. Shouldn't it be over now? Don't torture me with this anymore...
...or you'll probably hurt yourself along in the process.

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[info]sleepy_jirou
2003-12-16 03:56 am UTC (link)
You think this is just about that, don't you? You think the entire problem is just because you decided to get smashed one night and have a little fling with Taki?

That you're putting this...all of this, on to that one little event, Atobe...

You're so selfish, you think everything is just about yourself. Even before that I wasn't important enough to you. Sure, you'd spent your nights with me, sure we might have had a few little times we got to spend together...but you were gone all the time.

I was never as important to you as tennis or some other random things you had to run off to do just to preserve your own damn ego.

That's what ruined it...but you just seem to be too concerned with yourself to really notice.

I would have stayed with you, really I would have...but you never really saw me for what I thought I was to you.

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